Today has been one of the best Thursdays this year :D I mean it I really do. Hahaha but it was nothing really out of the ordinary - school as per normal though scabbers during math was considerably nicer(or rather, he was more aware of our presence for once). And during tuition I managed to stay awake throughout! But what really made today so great was talking to Mei Yi and Abc on the way to tuition and spending the evening with Dee being all weird and goofy in a way no one can really understand how except her. Everywhere. And at everything. Haha at the end of the day we were laughing so hard we were in stitches!

:D :D :D :D and the weekend's nearly here. Caesar salad lao-hei and operation cupid this weekend at the makena girls! Hahaha can't wait!

Its funny how looking back at November I was walking on air, on some cloud nine, on a perpetual high when I felt things just couldn't get any better, when I was so happy in a way I almost can't fathom right now... Its even funnier how then I didn't realise how often these fleeting moments of bliss can be so fragile and almost illusory. When it ended as suddenly as it did, I nearly lost myself in the midst of it. And if yesterday did indeed mark a milestone in the short-lived journey I undertook - no, no I can't even begin comprehending the idea. But its true along the way(arduous as it was) it helped me see that really its better to be surprised than be disappointed. Still you, only you. Maybe its time to stop expecting. Stop waiting. And then finally one day the first thought that comes into my mind every morning will vanish :)

Things have been so overwhelming lately with so much going on and so many things to think and worry about sometimes on my long bus rides to and fro school I'm actually happy to be alone for a little while haha. But then again I've been pretty happy of late - I had a really good weekend although it was so busy with history essay to complete. Both saturday and sunday night went really well celebrating the birthdays.. I love spending time with people who mean so much to me :D And it hit me today how completely unmotivated I am even though the A levels are this year! Just hope that once CNY is over and the festive mood starts to dissipate I'll be able to get down to work and start preparing for the looming common tests in march. Whew.



With Sulin, Jerald and Edward :D :D :D Thanks for the memorable time this weekend together especially with the amazing gift and sunday night out stuffing ourselves with yummy cake and doing the puzzle and oh, green smileys! Haha and its like the holidays(remember roach haunt!?) all over again which I really miss... <3 you guys.

Never give up on someone you can't go a day without thinking about

Yesterday while waiting for training to start abc and I got snappy with the camera but to spare you(and him), pictures of our dear captain SS will not be uploaded as hilarious as they are hahaha.

The weekend's here! I'm glad I finally got to sleep in a little later this morning but then again, history essay is a major pain in the butt and it looks like I've to spend my entire weekend either worrying about it or trying to do it in between all the things I have planned. Lately things have become more hectic - during school we still loll about a whole lot non-stop talking but once school ends, time passes too quickly and before I get anything done the hours fly by and suddenly its midnight and I'm not in bed yet. Then 5 hours later the whole thing repeats itself when I get up and go to school. But I'm getting used to it. Training isn't so dreadful anymore and I'm always thankful I have abc for company :) especially during our long bus waits and rides together. And even though there's so much homework to do, Audrey and I caught 27 dresses at the movies this week.

I'm just grateful for the little R&R time I have now, grateful for every smiley in text messages, grateful for the a13 girls and the people who make my day in school, grateful for you, grateful for everything and anything that takes away the negativity that sets in when the going gets tough. Like how it is now.

Happy weekend everyone - no time to waste!

Watching ten thousand buses whiz by while I wait for my packed-as-hell bus to come is always not-so-fun. And tiring too the moment I reach home from school all I want to do is flop on my bed and sleep. Today school was so much fun as usual with all the good funny conversations we have(the maid hahaha) but by noon I was resisting the urge to drag my schoolbag along the corridors and slump my way to lecture halls I just felt so darn tired.

And there's training again tomorrow! Can't help feeling blue and melancholy - but its not so much the thought of swimming one zillion miles at CSC. I guess it sort of just hit me that we're all starting to get real busy with training and the homework piling up and what not.. There's just so much to do and so little time. Hate it when I'm so busy I function without thinking. And I hate not being able to have time for what I love to do and being with the people I miss.

But some people are just having too much fun to realise. Yeah good things ALWAYS have to come to an end :*(

Everything's gonna be alright

'Let me catch my breath... before I let you take it away.'

Again :)

Girls! Our second year being together and now we're all seniors haha. First impressions and all the initial awkward PAE moments aside, we've come a long way as friends in a really short span of time. Korea, class chalet, our many lunches and dinners and long hours spent in school together.. School would be terrible without you all. I love you girls! :D

Watch the season pull out its own stakes

OG barbecue at east coast yesterday was a whole lot of fun but not in the mass-dance cheering crazy hyped up way - but a more laid-back comfy atmosphere where all of us played frisbee and ball and took lots of pictures and walked around at night :D and this being the last official OG thing planned, I couldn't help feeling a little sentimental especially since I miss it all so much.


And all the friends I've made. I love the Igor ogls!


And of course - Ismeme and the freshmen and even the crashers hahaha. It was really great being with them again and having a good time playing monkey and what not.



:D :D :D I thought 2007 passed too quickly. If last year passed in a blink of an eye, this year seems like it'd be gone in a flash - before you know it, it'll be over... And I'm just not ready for that! There's always so much to look forward to but also so much to fear(like how we're turning 18 and A levels yikes!). But okay. One step at a time. JTS tonight first!

Don't wanna lose the Only thing which has really been constant in my life and who knows exactly what gets to Me :(

Aside from that and getting picked early this morning to answer a question while I was busy writing my letter to my angel during lecture(my bad) and having some dramatic nut going psycho on us last period(sshhhhh), I had a really good day because I met Dee after school and dhoby today and we had a fantastic time in j8 - banana crumble is truly bliss hahaha. Although we got into a pretty messy and completely humiliating situation after, we managed to get away with it and attempted to study... whereby we both dozed off so halfway we gave up and left for home.

School has been tiring even with the many breaks and getting to go home early. But every moment has been fun and I've probably said this a million times but I really, really enjoy school. Even most of the lessons are almost fun but the best part is all the conversations we share and the people! Still I'm glad its finally friday and the weekend's here - OG bbq tomorrow and I can't wait to see my Ismeme again and for JTS saturday night and movie before that!

Better go :)

When the floor stops spinning, and the lights dim, and when even the silver lining seems to be fading away...

'It's not about finding somebody perfect, but rather somebody perfect for you'

If you only knew my heart-song

Deeday after training today was so much fun. Although we did nothing - just had dinner and talked and talked and talked and bought stationery and laughed and laughed and laughed before we caught a bus back together and sang and sang and sang. Really no one better than Audrey to end a school week with!

And if it was only as simple as Happy Feet. A heart-song and another penguin - bam! Live happily ever after without a care in the world.


New Year's :)

Back to lessons(in reality almost an entire day of slacking hahaha) today in school. I love being with the a13 girls - even though we were bored out of our minds during our 6 period break, it was pretty fun people-watching heh and catching up and laughing about everything. Abc, Vera and I were so lost when the rest were in lecture we sat at OUR(hahaha!) table and waited for people we knew to come around, just so we'd have something to do. We'd better change though(we're j2 yikes!!)... and start using these free periods to do homework and study and NOT spend it mindlessly zoning out.. heh heh heh.

And I love spending time at Borders(or anywhere else, for that matter) with my ty-buddies like I did yesterday haha :D

Orientation is over and I'm really gonna miss it all. Especially the ogls and the mass-dancing and cheering sessions! Taking the freshmen through the first few days of school, watching them bond and warm up to the school was extremely fulfilling and I had the bestest time ever. But I guess its now time for me to get back to focusing on school work like I didn't in J1 - really don't want to screw this year up :)