Nostalgia always seems like a word associated with remembering what's long gone, but anyway is that what hits me every time i take that path home? Like a whole trip down memory lane. Yet its not as if everything happened a long time ago.. only that it just feels like forever has passed since. Or maybe its just me, not that it really matters anymore.

Ahh ok hopefully my connection doesn't go awry again (which happens every time i try to upload pics). Been around ECP quite a bit, rollerblading with dee last week was super fun :D my new favourite thing to do!! And then cycling with the girls on monday was a blast heh although we were dying on our way back from near the airport strip and all we could think about was sugarcane. I love spending my days like that, being near the coast and just feeling happy and comfy in big pe tee shirts under the sun!

With dee.


And with the girls cycling :)





Okie dokie logging off now, being online too long always gets me a little antsy with everything heh and i just wanna go and watch some good tv. I've found THE ultimate tv guy personality btw :D drama serials do an awesome job of sapping my life away. NO i must not be hooked!!! Hahaha ok gotta go!

So tired i need to sleep, but not sleeping because these days its all about early mornings and late nights just because i can! I can because i have no more studying to do :D i can because i wanna cram in every single thing i can do each day, and i like just being on the go. Whee. Feels good being busy busy. And trying new things and going to places i haven't been in so long! :D

I just wanna remember november.

Hahaha actually i can't believe its all over. In the middle of the exams i was just dying for the a levels to be done with, but somehow after history paper last thursday with the five day break before lit yesterday the joy got kinda muted.. :) but still it was nice to finally be able to relax completely, watching drama serials from forever ago (heh jac thanks so much!!) and then meeting the girls in town for a great dinner together and yeah long starbucks chat too heh plus singing and later some of the peirce people at night.

I love just sitting around and talking hahaha.

Its Christmas again - my favourite time of the year! And the lights and decorations were all up on the street last night all twinkly and pretty. Better still i hope coffeebean where dee and i frequent haha will finally switch the soundtrack we can't stand to christmas carols instead... only now we won't be mugging anymore but just chilling out. Which is kinda strange. If there's any reason for me to miss studying (which i think i really will), it'll be all the days there studying because we always had so much fun laughing in between being stressed and what not. But yeah! Christmas! I love everything about it :D God above all, the spirit of giving, and yes Hwee, turkey hahaha and also ok the gifts and the tree at home and the busy busy festive feeling.. oh and not to forget our annual secret santa thing a13 girls (muahaha i promise i won't pry anymore!).

Only this year i probably have to find a job or something in december as much as i wanna just enjoy every single moment of it. Haha the presents and then going away and everything... $$$ ouch ok time to get on that job hunt soon! First i wanna enjoy november which is hectic enough as it already is. Cycling, rockclimbing, rollerblading, our treetop walk, Audrey's birthday, class bbq, OPERATION 21 haha and its all driving me quite nuts but i love just waking up each morning knowing my day is packed to the max with stuff to do! :D

Sometimes thinking of some things just make me light up hahaha ok nevermind.. i just hope i can float on this cloud or a long long long long long time - i hate a dissipating cloud 9 :D

Mahjong post-prelims haha and before that our first trip together to amk hub and we all got a bit lost (haha jac we really make great tour guides!!)... but i had lots of fun that day - dinner at amk, and then our interesting cab driver hahaha before we headed to jac's to watch camp rock and i won all the games :D haha ok it was only two games but still!!! I'm looking forward to more days like these come wednesday.. I have the best time chilling with you guys. Can't wait for the 8 hour starbucks chats too! Although now i'm already feeling quite liberated, since lit isn't too taxing to study :) but yeah just wondering how fulfilling the next 6 months will be.

I have a new favourite its not pocky anymore. I love wang wang!

Two days to lydia's birthday! And three days to the end of a levels forever!!! And 44 days to california! :D

Tomorrow can wait

Yesterday was history paper and well we're almost done, only lit left next week :D ironically it seems that even though we're nearing the end, it feels even less like reality. I can't believe the two whole years of academic jc life was building up to the past two weeks of exams and now its nearly all over!

It feels kinda sad actually. Maybe its the movie haha HSM senior year (which is really really enjoyed btw haha!!), but it seemed just really apt and meaningful that perhaps the second last time i'm wearing this vj uniform i'm watching all this sad/happy stuff about graduation and all. And yes! It feels really nostalgic as well, haha remember how we used to sing all the songs together on the treehouse, in the canteen and all the conversations we had and even that ahem picture we had in locker 50? Haha and i guess this is it. Its really the end of j2, end of all the horrible mugging but more than that, the end of life in school for real. Yes haha i should probably stop talking about how much i'll miss it all, but i really will! And i'm sure the girls feel the same way especially annabelle (mouse) - even though she officially ended yesterday haha we were messaging after we all headed home and yeah ok i guess we'll all spend a lot of reminiscing next year..

Last december counting down to 2008 i remember we were saying that its not as if we dread what's ahead of us, but more like how we just really reluctant to let what's past really go. I'll probably feel this way as the end of every year approaches, only that this time 2009 seems to be so frightening in a sense that everything will really change. But whew ok its still november and i've still got time to make this best year of my life even better haha.. after next wednesday there'll be so much time on my hands i hope there'll never be a moment i get bored.

And heh sulin if you see this i miss you! :)

Ok gotta go meeting lydia and dee (they both ended yesterday darn) and still have to read lit everywhere, on the bus, on the train.. because its still not over and i gotta make it all end good :D

Happy end/near-end of a levels everybody!

Just felt utterly lousy after math on tuesday, kinda crumbled a little bit and to make matters worst, the ominous gloomy skies and thunder just gave way to heavy pouring rain. But at least meiyi and i got to the bus stop dry thanks to jac who gave us a lift out :) still when i had to change buses the only bus i could take was too crowded for me to get on (twice!!) so i took three buses home that day, cranky tired depressed and what not...

But anyway the sun came out haha and really there's always light at the end of a dark tunnel (i just can't wait to end A's and get there!) and many many things to feel thankful for especially now :) And i think Obama's victory was just amazing and hopeful and inspiring - meiyi and abc time flies so quickly we finally see him elected!! :D

Ok gotta go, next week is some sort of hell but i'm looking forward to what's gonna come when it all ends. Can't wait. Can't wait. Can't wait!!

There might just be a pot of gold at the end of this rainbow :D