Wish i could take it back, but its over

Hello last teachers day ever, seems like these days i'm getting even more afraid of time passing by..

Anyway its one year since last year :(

Its been really gloomy lately, with my life revolving around studying sob and the weather being so dreary - not that i mind the rain because i'm stuck indoors ANYWAY, trying to study, not studying and stressing out! Sure sounds like fun haha so basically nothing much to look forward to but i do get cheap thrills in between.

Studying out most of the time, somehow when i'm at home i kind of come to resemble some kind of slug and do nothing but slump around procrastinating and what not. At least when i'm out i get to come up with evil names for the coffeebean managers with dee heh when we were together yesterday. We were both really stressed and everything but the moment we had dinner and what else but yamiyoghurt and starting laughing so hard and talking we almost forgot that we're in the midst of studying for prelims :D

Ahh ok going to meet abc and meiyi for tuition now, tomorrow's teacher's day looking forward to going back to school! Although i like sleeping a little bit more everyday i miss seeing everyone everyday. And maybe might hopefully get to go back to peirce see the teachers, the old canteen aunties and uncles and heh everyone especially mel, ly, lois - the history girls and chris and dan and philbert and a whole long list of people i miss so very much!

It was a really really really nice night out with the girls celebrating Hwee's birthday earlier tonight :D for a few hours it was great seeing Hwee so happy - we love you! And also together talking, taking pictures, eating and laughing... somehow when i was on my way home i kinda felt a little down haha because it was so nice chilling out even just for a while and then knowing its right back to studying again tomorrow just sucks. But yeah! Happy Birthday Hwee really hope you had a wonderful special eighteenth!

Phelps! I'm drowning

Drowning in everything i'm supposed to be studying, that is :D And the olympics is a major distraction i can watch just about everything and zone out completely in front of the tv when its on! Like Abc said its so surreal how at the very moment the olympic swimmers are getting ready to plunge in for their races we're stuck in the lecture hall and just going about our daily school lives haha. Today in the treehouse with the Vera and Abc while waiting for the h2s was nice heh we just sort of bummed around up there with the nice cool breeze and singing songs and talking.. haven't been there in quite a while but yeah! Its moments like these you just sort of forget about everything that's been going on and hahaha it really feels good.

Ahh anyway studying in school lately has proved more effective than anywhere else... just wondering how long more can thaipan food sustain us haha and thankful for the crazy moments when we're tired of studying that gets the stress away - haha like the sketches today really cracked me up and the girls when they're so funny sometimes. I'm so tired though but gotta keep going gotta keep going!

There's been quite a bit going on lately for me i can't help but feel sort of heavy-hearted.. not just little things that get me down but just feeling weighed down by the stress as well. And feeling lousy when there are certain things i can't do. Boo :(

Sigh yeahhhh another week coming to an end its thursday again tomorrow. Wish time wouldn't pass so quickly!! Alrighty getting tired i'd better go.

One of the reasons why i love j8 (haha ok hwee i can imagine you rolling your eyes now) is because there's always a chance of bumping into someone familiar there. Its just like that with the peirce people especially since so many of them go to schools down the red mrt line and i hardly ever get to see them! I love meeting audrey there the way we do every week - even though we do everything the same way we've done it since last year. Study at coffeebean after school or training, drink iced vanilla latte, then dinner, yami yoghurt and the usual movie in between all of that. And its become so familiar, so part of my weekly routine i'm going to miss it so much like next year when we don't actually have to force ourselves to study anymore haha. When i'm with dee everything seems like a laugh even when it isn't haha and i really need that in times like these when the stress can really get to me. But today was different and especially nice because mel and lois were passing by and we soon sorta just found ourselves catching up with each other and and and... just a whole combination of happy cheery stuff :D Ly joined us afterwards as well. It just felt so homely and happy makes me really miss our yellow shirt and grey skirt and the multi-coloured walls.

Its just that its been nearly two years since i've left peirce and still yet everything really stays close to my heart. Ahhh! I'm so happy tonight.

Bumped into kerri (again haha second time in two days!) and kevin as well which was real nice and even the "teapot". Which i may add i seem to see everywhere. EVERYWHERE!

Haha alright its getting kinda late i'm awfully tired.. gonna head to bed. School's over for this week, its been great as it always is. Its a long weekend ahead hoping to get loads of stuff done and not procrastinate.. quoting SS my dear captain who just told me today 'keep up the faith in these dark dark times' (haha such a cute ss thing to say) and i will i definitely will! Even though times are not really dark haha i guess he's referring to the amount of studying we've to do... but yeah! Keep the faith!

I'm babbling - right off to sleep goodnight!