Tuesday, October 21, 2008

6 days to the first paper gasp i can hardly breathe. I'm dying haha ok no but i just can't seem to do anything without this horrid nigging feeling that my a levels are just a mere few days away! Yikes! And its terrible just horrible...

I miss the east side (waves lamely esp. to hwee, meiyi, vera and mouse who i haven't seen in the past week). I miss having a life really... studying next to a window everyday just makes me sort of look wistfully out and wish to be there flying a kite. Or something that doesn't require me to think. Haha i'm also thankful for the little things each day that somehow makes everything seem less mundane :D :D :D my study buddies, smses and phonecalls, coffeebean staff who already remember us... like 'ruthless ruth'. Mc's chicken ovolution shirt was hilarious and very apt i should add hahaha when i studied with her on tuesday.. and funny moments during the day which just cracks dee, ly and me up :D :D :D

Audrey and Lydia, we will never 'draft!!' apart haha. Peirceans on the warpath!

Ok late late gotta go, i hope tomorrow will be a better studying day ahhh everyday i just feel so lost!! And 30th december susu here we come!! I can't wait already!

Monday, October 20, 2008

Last year when i was turning 17 on the 17th someone told me it was extra special. The truth is when this week was arriving i wasn't in the best of moods.. But turning 18 on friday was really beyond anything i could even wish for, especially getting to spend it doing everything i loved :D going to school (haha i really do love school), spending time with everyone who means a lot to me and receiving all the beautiful cards, scrapbooks, yummy baked goods and presents... and all the phonecalls and text messages - it was a wonderful surprise from start to finish. I love you all so much. Thank you for making friday such a blessed birthday for me!

And i have 1001 things more to say, but tuition is in 15 minutes gotta rush off but really truly its been a wonderful weekend and i'm just so very very very happy. And i signed up for driving!!! But for now i better hop off cloud 9 and get back to studying after this crazy weekend :D

More soon!

Saturday, October 11, 2008

A heavy heart

These days everything seems to be passing by so quickly but yet at the same time its just kinda creeping along. Don't really know how i'm spending my days - haha i am trying to study i guess but its really really hard, and its seems like sometimes the more i do the stress builds up because i discover there's so much i actually don't know. Which isn't a good feeling haha with history paper one less than three weeks away! YIKES. And yeah and i've never been the kind to work well under pressure. Plus its so easy to get distracted by the smallest things... which probably explains why when i was studying with lydia today she looked as if she was about to murder me haha with my yakking but heh.

I miss school though, i miss the routine of school things and of not being too stressed like now. The past week with the lessons in school and what not was okay, but haha its different it just doesn't feel the same. And i've been feeling tired from the monotony of just mugging and trying to mug yada yada. There's not much to look forward to either. I've just been in a moodless kind of mood if you know what i mean :)

Ahh ok im just gonna log off. Haha good luck studying everyone! And a13 girls if you guys are dying like i am... don't forget we're 'all in this together' like vera said. We can do it! Like how mama cheese always says, gambatte!! <3

Monday, October 6, 2008

I heart VJC

Farewell assembly last friday!




I feel so blessed to be part of this school - to be in such a great class, to have known some of the closest friends i have in the past two years here, to have made so many wonderful memories. For all the times at our class table (the legacy must live on!) in the canteen and in the concourse and up on the treehouse; for all the times i dozed off in class and in lectures and in the library haha. For the late nights spent in school, the afternoon swim training sessions, the lazy lazy h1 math breaks... for the spontaneous and funny teachers, for all the crowded assemblies in the hall. For the chicken wings and vitasoy in the canteen and er er 'laptop' haha. For all the events and match support and mass dances. For the Victorian spirit. From the early morning bus rides to the evening jam home, 5 days a week for almost two years.. i loved nearly every moment in between. There's so much more - its been incredible. Words just can't sum it all up, but really truly VJ is just an amazing school :D

Nil Sine Labore!

Thursday, October 2, 2008

No.50

Sigh today after the dinner Abc and i finally got around to getting our dear locker no.50 (even till now i still somehow always attempt to unlock no.54 instead haha) and it felt so sad in a sentimental kinda way :( and we just had to take pictures although we did get laughed at by a certain member of our korea gang.. haha. I guess its lame but it really means a lot!

It feels like just yesterday we were putting photographs on the inside and cutting embarrassing pics from magazines.. Remember we crossed out vanessa ann hudgens? Hahaha that was at the beginning of this year. So not only did we change the locks - because a key lock never worked with us we lost the key quite a few times, our locker also got progressively messier. Very messy, we even spotted an insect inside today! Our puika cheer is still there too! From storing our old tee-shirts and shoebags and lit books and expired sweets.. dear no.50 also gave us so many memories. Like being locker neighbours with hwee and jac and sticking anonymous post-sticks on their doors. Haha ok i am really lame. But i'm gonna miss it.. i guess the end of jc is really almost here.

Vday with number 50.


And now! Oddly depressing, or maybe because it was so dark at night. And Abc looks so sad!


And Abc you're the best locker buddy in the world! I love you and stuff like our bk chit-chat today and weird moments on the bus and all our h1 times with vera too.. :D there's so much more i've really shared some of my favourite moments in vj with you. Thanks for understanding me being messy. And for never finding me too crazy or weird.. i think. Hahaha i love you!

Ok whew last day ever of normal school tomorrow with farewell assembly. Sad sad sad sad sad sad sad haha :( i have so much to say i don't even know where to start. I really am going to miss school. Ahh better get going i'm so tired... goodnight!