Its been a constant tug-of-war, i'm feeling more and more like the flag in the middle... but there are no winners or losers in this game, and everyday i feel like caring less, let myself be dragged wherever it might take me.. no matter what i do, or try to do, it wouldn't be right anyway. And i've no more time to mull over anything. So this is it.. i guess :(

If it's gonna be a rainy day
There's nothing we can do to make it change
We can pray for sunny weather
But that won't stop the rain
Feeling like you got no place to run
I can be your shelter 'til it's done
We can make this last forever
So please don't stop the rain.

So scared of getting older, i'm only good at being young

I think lately i've been too caught up in school (not that i can help it) and i haven't really realised just how lucky i am.. my family and my friends, dom ed dee ly pris and the 7 a13 girls and the peirce guys jt van my ltb groupmates law sch people and everyone else who made this day so darn awesome. I love you. And just yesterday night and the whole of today, i've been high on happiness, just like how it always used to be.

Haha but when the clock strikes at midnight its back to reality. Meeting tomorrow again!

Emo-momo :(

I'm so tired i think i'm on the fast track to a major meltdown :(

Project Grin!

LTB in action tomorrow. Whoo :D :D :D the product of about a million meetings and too much stress. I can't wait!! It has been one hell of a journey but i think i'm finally able to spot the light at the end of the tunnel, even if its still blinking faintly and quite a distance away. Go go Project Grin!

There are too many things i wish i could say

Everyday i feel like i'm drifting away from everything i've been anchored to, as if all my hopes, my wishes and dreams that i've been holding so close to my heart since last year is breaking away bit by bit. And i feel too helpless a midst all these changes.. i'm watching it all happen and i can't seem to stop it. I'm being sucked into the too-quick smu pace, swirling in its rapids, drowning in these huge waves. I feel like i'm on a dissipating cloud nine and it really sucks so bad :(