My hankerchief encounter!

I think loss solidifies the place of something held close to the heart, and then emptiness sets in with absence and thats when its just awful. Sometimes i feel very tired, sometimes i feel quite hopeful, and then i feel a little sad.. but i think the ambiguity of all these confusing emotions - while it may not equate to happiness, the energy in itself altogether is really not so different. Heh? So its all not too bad :) let whatever will be will be.