LOUSY

'Horrible', 'meiyouyong', 'waste of talent', 'you are your worst enemy'.. and on and on he goes, shaking his head and tsking! I tell you, HE is my worst enemy. I don't think i've ever been in such close proximity to a person and stopping myself from reaching over to throttle him. My driving instructor! He makes me want to huff and puff and die already. As if i can help being kanchiong.. this is only my seventh lesson! What does he expect me to do, weave in and out of tiny squashed lanes seamlessly like an expert? Isn't it normal to garbla sometimes, especially when the situations can be so unexpected and nerve-racking.

Sigh so much for driving lessons! And for travelling all the way to tampines every week. Like today. In the heat. In a cab! Because the bus took forever to come and i didn't want to miss a minute with him - and then when i'm with him i feel like scum. And he managed to end the lesson with 'i have high hopes in you' haha while i felt like a sad sponge. I'm a terrible case of nerves.. and i really wish he'd help me out by not making me feel worse and instead maybe we can cultivate a better instructor-learner relationship :@ :@ :@

Haha on a lighter note, congrats hwee on passing!! I'm so happy for you and i wish i could be in your position right now and here's to conquering evil mean drivers on the road and evil instructors too hahaha.