Hahaha actually i can't believe its all over. In the middle of the exams i was just dying for the a levels to be done with, but somehow after history paper last thursday with the five day break before lit yesterday the joy got kinda muted.. :) but still it was nice to finally be able to relax completely, watching drama serials from forever ago (heh jac thanks so much!!) and then meeting the girls in town for a great dinner together and yeah long starbucks chat too heh plus singing and later some of the peirce people at night.

I love just sitting around and talking hahaha.

Its Christmas again - my favourite time of the year! And the lights and decorations were all up on the street last night all twinkly and pretty. Better still i hope coffeebean where dee and i frequent haha will finally switch the soundtrack we can't stand to christmas carols instead... only now we won't be mugging anymore but just chilling out. Which is kinda strange. If there's any reason for me to miss studying (which i think i really will), it'll be all the days there studying because we always had so much fun laughing in between being stressed and what not. But yeah! Christmas! I love everything about it :D God above all, the spirit of giving, and yes Hwee, turkey hahaha and also ok the gifts and the tree at home and the busy busy festive feeling.. oh and not to forget our annual secret santa thing a13 girls (muahaha i promise i won't pry anymore!).

Only this year i probably have to find a job or something in december as much as i wanna just enjoy every single moment of it. Haha the presents and then going away and everything... $$$ ouch ok time to get on that job hunt soon! First i wanna enjoy november which is hectic enough as it already is. Cycling, rockclimbing, rollerblading, our treetop walk, Audrey's birthday, class bbq, OPERATION 21 haha and its all driving me quite nuts but i love just waking up each morning knowing my day is packed to the max with stuff to do! :D

Sometimes thinking of some things just make me light up hahaha ok nevermind.. i just hope i can float on this cloud or a long long long long long time - i hate a dissipating cloud 9 :D

Mahjong post-prelims haha and before that our first trip together to amk hub and we all got a bit lost (haha jac we really make great tour guides!!)... but i had lots of fun that day - dinner at amk, and then our interesting cab driver hahaha before we headed to jac's to watch camp rock and i won all the games :D haha ok it was only two games but still!!! I'm looking forward to more days like these come wednesday.. I have the best time chilling with you guys. Can't wait for the 8 hour starbucks chats too! Although now i'm already feeling quite liberated, since lit isn't too taxing to study :) but yeah just wondering how fulfilling the next 6 months will be.

I have a new favourite its not pocky anymore. I love wang wang!

Two days to lydia's birthday! And three days to the end of a levels forever!!! And 44 days to california! :D

Tomorrow can wait

Yesterday was history paper and well we're almost done, only lit left next week :D ironically it seems that even though we're nearing the end, it feels even less like reality. I can't believe the two whole years of academic jc life was building up to the past two weeks of exams and now its nearly all over!

It feels kinda sad actually. Maybe its the movie haha HSM senior year (which is really really enjoyed btw haha!!), but it seemed just really apt and meaningful that perhaps the second last time i'm wearing this vj uniform i'm watching all this sad/happy stuff about graduation and all. And yes! It feels really nostalgic as well, haha remember how we used to sing all the songs together on the treehouse, in the canteen and all the conversations we had and even that ahem picture we had in locker 50? Haha and i guess this is it. Its really the end of j2, end of all the horrible mugging but more than that, the end of life in school for real. Yes haha i should probably stop talking about how much i'll miss it all, but i really will! And i'm sure the girls feel the same way especially annabelle (mouse) - even though she officially ended yesterday haha we were messaging after we all headed home and yeah ok i guess we'll all spend a lot of reminiscing next year..

Last december counting down to 2008 i remember we were saying that its not as if we dread what's ahead of us, but more like how we just really reluctant to let what's past really go. I'll probably feel this way as the end of every year approaches, only that this time 2009 seems to be so frightening in a sense that everything will really change. But whew ok its still november and i've still got time to make this best year of my life even better haha.. after next wednesday there'll be so much time on my hands i hope there'll never be a moment i get bored.

And heh sulin if you see this i miss you! :)

Ok gotta go meeting lydia and dee (they both ended yesterday darn) and still have to read lit everywhere, on the bus, on the train.. because its still not over and i gotta make it all end good :D

Happy end/near-end of a levels everybody!

Just felt utterly lousy after math on tuesday, kinda crumbled a little bit and to make matters worst, the ominous gloomy skies and thunder just gave way to heavy pouring rain. But at least meiyi and i got to the bus stop dry thanks to jac who gave us a lift out :) still when i had to change buses the only bus i could take was too crowded for me to get on (twice!!) so i took three buses home that day, cranky tired depressed and what not...

But anyway the sun came out haha and really there's always light at the end of a dark tunnel (i just can't wait to end A's and get there!) and many many things to feel thankful for especially now :) And i think Obama's victory was just amazing and hopeful and inspiring - meiyi and abc time flies so quickly we finally see him elected!! :D

Ok gotta go, next week is some sort of hell but i'm looking forward to what's gonna come when it all ends. Can't wait. Can't wait. Can't wait!!

There might just be a pot of gold at the end of this rainbow :D

6 days to the first paper gasp i can hardly breathe. I'm dying haha ok no but i just can't seem to do anything without this horrid nigging feeling that my a levels are just a mere few days away! Yikes! And its terrible just horrible...

I miss the east side (waves lamely esp. to hwee, meiyi, vera and mouse who i haven't seen in the past week). I miss having a life really... studying next to a window everyday just makes me sort of look wistfully out and wish to be there flying a kite. Or something that doesn't require me to think. Haha i'm also thankful for the little things each day that somehow makes everything seem less mundane :D :D :D my study buddies, smses and phonecalls, coffeebean staff who already remember us... like 'ruthless ruth'. Mc's chicken ovolution shirt was hilarious and very apt i should add hahaha when i studied with her on tuesday.. and funny moments during the day which just cracks dee, ly and me up :D :D :D

Audrey and Lydia, we will never 'draft!!' apart haha. Peirceans on the warpath!

Ok late late gotta go, i hope tomorrow will be a better studying day ahhh everyday i just feel so lost!! And 30th december susu here we come!! I can't wait already!

Last year when i was turning 17 on the 17th someone told me it was extra special. The truth is when this week was arriving i wasn't in the best of moods.. But turning 18 on friday was really beyond anything i could even wish for, especially getting to spend it doing everything i loved :D going to school (haha i really do love school), spending time with everyone who means a lot to me and receiving all the beautiful cards, scrapbooks, yummy baked goods and presents... and all the phonecalls and text messages - it was a wonderful surprise from start to finish. I love you all so much. Thank you for making friday such a blessed birthday for me!

And i have 1001 things more to say, but tuition is in 15 minutes gotta rush off but really truly its been a wonderful weekend and i'm just so very very very happy. And i signed up for driving!!! But for now i better hop off cloud 9 and get back to studying after this crazy weekend :D

More soon!

A heavy heart

These days everything seems to be passing by so quickly but yet at the same time its just kinda creeping along. Don't really know how i'm spending my days - haha i am trying to study i guess but its really really hard, and its seems like sometimes the more i do the stress builds up because i discover there's so much i actually don't know. Which isn't a good feeling haha with history paper one less than three weeks away! YIKES. And yeah and i've never been the kind to work well under pressure. Plus its so easy to get distracted by the smallest things... which probably explains why when i was studying with lydia today she looked as if she was about to murder me haha with my yakking but heh.

I miss school though, i miss the routine of school things and of not being too stressed like now. The past week with the lessons in school and what not was okay, but haha its different it just doesn't feel the same. And i've been feeling tired from the monotony of just mugging and trying to mug yada yada. There's not much to look forward to either. I've just been in a moodless kind of mood if you know what i mean :)

Ahh ok im just gonna log off. Haha good luck studying everyone! And a13 girls if you guys are dying like i am... don't forget we're 'all in this together' like vera said. We can do it! Like how mama cheese always says, gambatte!! <3

I heart VJC

Farewell assembly last friday!




I feel so blessed to be part of this school - to be in such a great class, to have known some of the closest friends i have in the past two years here, to have made so many wonderful memories. For all the times at our class table (the legacy must live on!) in the canteen and in the concourse and up on the treehouse; for all the times i dozed off in class and in lectures and in the library haha. For the late nights spent in school, the afternoon swim training sessions, the lazy lazy h1 math breaks... for the spontaneous and funny teachers, for all the crowded assemblies in the hall. For the chicken wings and vitasoy in the canteen and er er 'laptop' haha. For all the events and match support and mass dances. For the Victorian spirit. From the early morning bus rides to the evening jam home, 5 days a week for almost two years.. i loved nearly every moment in between. There's so much more - its been incredible. Words just can't sum it all up, but really truly VJ is just an amazing school :D

Nil Sine Labore!

No.50

Sigh today after the dinner Abc and i finally got around to getting our dear locker no.50 (even till now i still somehow always attempt to unlock no.54 instead haha) and it felt so sad in a sentimental kinda way :( and we just had to take pictures although we did get laughed at by a certain member of our korea gang.. haha. I guess its lame but it really means a lot!

It feels like just yesterday we were putting photographs on the inside and cutting embarrassing pics from magazines.. Remember we crossed out vanessa ann hudgens? Hahaha that was at the beginning of this year. So not only did we change the locks - because a key lock never worked with us we lost the key quite a few times, our locker also got progressively messier. Very messy, we even spotted an insect inside today! Our puika cheer is still there too! From storing our old tee-shirts and shoebags and lit books and expired sweets.. dear no.50 also gave us so many memories. Like being locker neighbours with hwee and jac and sticking anonymous post-sticks on their doors. Haha ok i am really lame. But i'm gonna miss it.. i guess the end of jc is really almost here.

Vday with number 50.


And now! Oddly depressing, or maybe because it was so dark at night. And Abc looks so sad!


And Abc you're the best locker buddy in the world! I love you and stuff like our bk chit-chat today and weird moments on the bus and all our h1 times with vera too.. :D there's so much more i've really shared some of my favourite moments in vj with you. Thanks for understanding me being messy. And for never finding me too crazy or weird.. i think. Hahaha i love you!

Ok whew last day ever of normal school tomorrow with farewell assembly. Sad sad sad sad sad sad sad haha :( i have so much to say i don't even know where to start. I really am going to miss school. Ahh better get going i'm so tired... goodnight!

Do you remember?

Sometimes there are certain dates i sort of sit up and take note of, not so much in anticipation more like just remembering the significance of it. Haha like maybe it would be different from all the other random everydays.. as if i'm expecting something to happen. But then when the day comes i hardly notice it and everything just takes place as per normal and i don't realise it until its nearly midnight when the day's come to an end. Thats when i feel a little surprised. I don't know why.. I guess its really true that time just passes by so quickly and life just goes on that everything falls into place by itself. Its been a great year :) so different from 2007 - which was amazing as well but in a different way.. whew its already farewell assembly this friday! Vj is so awesome i really really won't wanna be in anywhere else but here :D

When the sun shines we'll shine together

Haha the past few days have been awesome :D i mean really since history paper finished on tuesday life has begun again (hahaha even if it is only temporary) and i've finally gotten to do everything almost guilt-free that i missed during the prelim period! Got to eat my prata and lots of ice cream too, got to excessively watch tv and go to the movies, got to go shopping, got to go for happy dinners, got to finally soak up the sun again at sentosa with dee cycling and stuff and then at botanic gardens with lydia, meeting up with the girls and dom as well as chilling out in coffee places and just hanging around in bookshops!

Sentosa with dee was so much fun.



And at the gardens with ly! So hot both days. But i love the sun. Even though i'm burnt and peeling haha.


My mum is getting a bit worried though at the rate i'm going though which she hardly ever is so i better take note. Haha i guess now i am too so its back to hitting the books soon! Cross all my fingers and my toes - hopefully the next and last (!! hurray) phase of studying will be the pen-ultimate one.. it has to be haha just one last time.

Ok bleaaahhh off to watch that stupid tear-jerker mc got me hooked on :)