Yesterday was history paper and well we're almost done, only lit left next week :D ironically it seems that even though we're nearing the end, it feels even less like reality. I can't believe the two whole years of academic jc life was building up to the past two weeks of exams and now its nearly all over!
It feels kinda sad actually. Maybe its the movie haha HSM senior year (which is really really enjoyed btw haha!!), but it seemed just really apt and meaningful that perhaps the second last time i'm wearing this vj uniform i'm watching all this sad/happy stuff about graduation and all. And yes! It feels really nostalgic as well, haha remember how we used to sing all the songs together on the treehouse, in the canteen and all the conversations we had and even that ahem picture we had in locker 50? Haha and i guess this is it. Its really the end of j2, end of all the horrible mugging but more than that, the end of life in school for real. Yes haha i should probably stop talking about how much i'll miss it all, but i really will! And i'm sure the girls feel the same way especially annabelle (mouse) - even though she officially ended yesterday haha we were messaging after we all headed home and yeah ok i guess we'll all spend a lot of reminiscing next year..
Last december counting down to 2008 i remember we were saying that its not as if we dread what's ahead of us, but more like how we just really reluctant to let what's past really go. I'll probably feel this way as the end of every year approaches, only that this time 2009 seems to be so frightening in a sense that everything will really change. But whew ok its still november and i've still got time to make this best year of my life even better haha.. after next wednesday there'll be so much time on my hands i hope there'll never be a moment i get bored.
And heh sulin if you see this i miss you! :)
Ok gotta go meeting lydia and dee (they both ended yesterday darn) and still have to read lit everywhere, on the bus, on the train.. because its still not over and i gotta make it all end good :D
Happy end/near-end of a levels everybody!
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