Chiquitita

Prelims are over and boy does it feel good :D :D :D really really really good! It felt great today just hanging out after history paper in town, doing nothing at all but just slouching around and eating and drinking coffee and talking non-stop. Also getting scolded for being anti-social with MC's mini tv heh. And we ended it the best way - watching mama mia at the movies! Jac, Vera, Meiyi and i came out of the cinema and we were just beaming away and bopping (a little crazily) with the tunes stuck in our head and it was just so delightful laughing throughout the whole movie... even if jac seemed as if she wanted to smack me at some parts hahaha. But oh i loved it from start till end, great fun just watching it and all the happy songs heh!

Yes my 7 chiquititas, i love you girls very much. The past few weeks have been crazy with all the mugging and we haven't been around each other as much haha i missed it a whole lot. Glad that prelims are finally over, don't know how it'd be like going through the entire horrid thing without you guys.. haha mc and meiyi's phonecalls, the text messages, and studying together and everything, even just smiling at each other when every paper ends! We've made it past prelims. Now its just a levels to go.

I'm already looking forward to tomorrow, spending the day with dee and not in j8 for once haha! OK i am still meeting her there but its off for a day under the sun and i can't wait. Somehow although prelims were over just like that in a flash, during the past week time sort of seemed to come to a standstill and i was just dying for it to end. Now i get my life back for a little while wheeeee.

There's this thing about movies and songs, it kinda gets your thoughts rolling a little and i'm in the kinda spaced-out mood now that the night's coming to an end.. guess i'm getting tired. Off to bed now :)

Goodnight everyone.

The way it unfolds is yet to be told

Strange that prelims are just next week - yes sort of reality isn't it? That THE end is looming pretty close, and in no time we'll be taking the a levels... kinda surreal but yeah, there just seems so much to do.

I'm stressed i guess but things are going pretty okay i'm feeling quite upbeat :D even though the start of this chiongster week was marred by a horrible stomach flu and i couldn't do much but lie in bed reading the lit texts, and even though history is absolutely a pain to study with a zillion things to memorise, i've been surprisingly well heh, happy. Not skip-skip happy but the kind of happy that chases the worries from studying away! And that's enough for me.

The stress does get to me sometimes i suppose, like when i'm in coffeebean or mosburger and the words suddenly seem like a blur and i feel like tearing my hair out.. but i'm okay. I am okay! I'll be okay!

I love my study buddies. Dee, Lydia.. and of course my tuition mates Meiyi and Abc :D thanks for all the times we encourage each other, stress each other, pig out together, worry together... don't know what i'll do without you guys!

Wish i could take it back, but its over

Hello last teachers day ever, seems like these days i'm getting even more afraid of time passing by..

Anyway its one year since last year :(

Its been really gloomy lately, with my life revolving around studying sob and the weather being so dreary - not that i mind the rain because i'm stuck indoors ANYWAY, trying to study, not studying and stressing out! Sure sounds like fun haha so basically nothing much to look forward to but i do get cheap thrills in between.

Studying out most of the time, somehow when i'm at home i kind of come to resemble some kind of slug and do nothing but slump around procrastinating and what not. At least when i'm out i get to come up with evil names for the coffeebean managers with dee heh when we were together yesterday. We were both really stressed and everything but the moment we had dinner and what else but yamiyoghurt and starting laughing so hard and talking we almost forgot that we're in the midst of studying for prelims :D

Ahh ok going to meet abc and meiyi for tuition now, tomorrow's teacher's day looking forward to going back to school! Although i like sleeping a little bit more everyday i miss seeing everyone everyday. And maybe might hopefully get to go back to peirce see the teachers, the old canteen aunties and uncles and heh everyone especially mel, ly, lois - the history girls and chris and dan and philbert and a whole long list of people i miss so very much!

It was a really really really nice night out with the girls celebrating Hwee's birthday earlier tonight :D for a few hours it was great seeing Hwee so happy - we love you! And also together talking, taking pictures, eating and laughing... somehow when i was on my way home i kinda felt a little down haha because it was so nice chilling out even just for a while and then knowing its right back to studying again tomorrow just sucks. But yeah! Happy Birthday Hwee really hope you had a wonderful special eighteenth!

Phelps! I'm drowning

Drowning in everything i'm supposed to be studying, that is :D And the olympics is a major distraction i can watch just about everything and zone out completely in front of the tv when its on! Like Abc said its so surreal how at the very moment the olympic swimmers are getting ready to plunge in for their races we're stuck in the lecture hall and just going about our daily school lives haha. Today in the treehouse with the Vera and Abc while waiting for the h2s was nice heh we just sort of bummed around up there with the nice cool breeze and singing songs and talking.. haven't been there in quite a while but yeah! Its moments like these you just sort of forget about everything that's been going on and hahaha it really feels good.

Ahh anyway studying in school lately has proved more effective than anywhere else... just wondering how long more can thaipan food sustain us haha and thankful for the crazy moments when we're tired of studying that gets the stress away - haha like the sketches today really cracked me up and the girls when they're so funny sometimes. I'm so tired though but gotta keep going gotta keep going!

There's been quite a bit going on lately for me i can't help but feel sort of heavy-hearted.. not just little things that get me down but just feeling weighed down by the stress as well. And feeling lousy when there are certain things i can't do. Boo :(

Sigh yeahhhh another week coming to an end its thursday again tomorrow. Wish time wouldn't pass so quickly!! Alrighty getting tired i'd better go.

One of the reasons why i love j8 (haha ok hwee i can imagine you rolling your eyes now) is because there's always a chance of bumping into someone familiar there. Its just like that with the peirce people especially since so many of them go to schools down the red mrt line and i hardly ever get to see them! I love meeting audrey there the way we do every week - even though we do everything the same way we've done it since last year. Study at coffeebean after school or training, drink iced vanilla latte, then dinner, yami yoghurt and the usual movie in between all of that. And its become so familiar, so part of my weekly routine i'm going to miss it so much like next year when we don't actually have to force ourselves to study anymore haha. When i'm with dee everything seems like a laugh even when it isn't haha and i really need that in times like these when the stress can really get to me. But today was different and especially nice because mel and lois were passing by and we soon sorta just found ourselves catching up with each other and and and... just a whole combination of happy cheery stuff :D Ly joined us afterwards as well. It just felt so homely and happy makes me really miss our yellow shirt and grey skirt and the multi-coloured walls.

Its just that its been nearly two years since i've left peirce and still yet everything really stays close to my heart. Ahhh! I'm so happy tonight.

Bumped into kerri (again haha second time in two days!) and kevin as well which was real nice and even the "teapot". Which i may add i seem to see everywhere. EVERYWHERE!

Haha alright its getting kinda late i'm awfully tired.. gonna head to bed. School's over for this week, its been great as it always is. Its a long weekend ahead hoping to get loads of stuff done and not procrastinate.. quoting SS my dear captain who just told me today 'keep up the faith in these dark dark times' (haha such a cute ss thing to say) and i will i definitely will! Even though times are not really dark haha i guess he's referring to the amount of studying we've to do... but yeah! Keep the faith!

I'm babbling - right off to sleep goodnight!

I'd rather spend my days with you

Its thursday again and tomorrow the school week ends :D somehow i can't seem to really remember how i'm spending my days but all i know it kinda revolves around trying to study, trying to save, trying not to sleep too much and not stressing out. Hahaha at least i'm being kept sane by the awesome company in school everyday! Its getting tiring just posting this, think i'm just gonna log off - the computer is such a major distraction and it seems like there already isn't enough time. I'm so tired by the long days... but what i love about school is that i never dread it. Looking forward to a happy day makes it so much easier when i'm trying to complete homework the night before.


Happy! And yay to successfully lunch-boxing this week, saved quite a bit of cash hopefully i won't just spend it all when i meet Dee tomorrow and catch our usual friday movie. Heh as the post-sticks - so neon and colourful and so funny even if it yells hostile comments like "wake up!!!!" haha.. i love you 7 and its encouraging to see how we're all beginning to settle down into the studying mood. We'll do fine in the end, hand in hand :D

Bubble999

Finally got the nats08 pictures just looking at them makes me miss the team and jiaolian even more. And swimming. I've been feeling so sluggish lately, but what i miss most is our changing room sessions at csc where we sing at the top of our lungs in the shower and blow our hair afterwards and of course slacking in the kiddy pool during the breaks. And provoking captain ss - waving to him in school seems so cordial compared to all those taunts he used to receive from us hahaha. I miss it all so much! Xiangli and Abc you know what i mean!

Its a feeling i just wanna keep to myself and harbour it in my heart and not tell a soul, kinda like the locked book in my drawer or my favourite song in the ipod - because if i do, the magic might just disappear :)

Every moment spent with you is a moment i treasure

I think one of the things i'll miss most next year would be how i spent my wednesdays at school, our shortest day with just two lessons and then spending the rest of it dawdling until 1230 when the school gates finally open :D and then we stroll out and board one of the buses to parkway non-stop chattering all the way and then stuff ourselves with food! Like yesterday haha. Abc, Vera and I (the h1s) with one of our million half-hour breaks while everyone else had math and we waited in the concourse as usual... somehow our resolution to do work during times like these never actually gets fulfilled and we end up spending like hoe we did today cracking up over muscles and stupid faces and pictures hahahaha. And then lunch at parkway with Hwee, meili de Meiyi and Vera before we had our favourite paopaochar sitting there just laughing and talking about the same things we always talk about.

I can never get tired of you guys! Somehow there is just no end to our lame conversations gee what would life be like without seeing you all five days a week and more than 6 hours each time?! Haha well thank you girls for being the most wonderful classmates i could ever have. Really. I think the whole thing with uni talks and career advice and stuff is just so pressurising though.. I wish i could just put it aside and not worry about it at all, i wish jc didn't have to be about A's in the end and i wish time would stop flying at this quantum speed. Every Friday when the school week wraps up there's a strange mix of emotions. I kinda want it to end so i can enjoy the weekend and unwind and stuff but then again i don't - because it means its one week closer to prelims, one week closer to end of school, one week less to make every single day count.

I mean it! I wanna make every single day count :) though i'm really struggling to even just get all the homework done. And its been a pretty eventful week with quite a few things on my mind i can't seem to put aside. Grr. But anyway, back to my essay which i HAVE to complete tonight. Bye!

Something about you

Whenever i have one of those really sucky mornings when i wake up on the wrong side of the bed and can barely pry my eyes open, the kind when all i wanna do is bury my head under all the blankets and sleep it away; or one of those days when even phone calls, smsing and being online gets tiring, when the sun just seems to shine too brightly and breakfast doesn't seem right - the thing that drags me out of bed and makes it all okay is knowing you might just be there to save the day :)