What a nice happy SH day :)
Now that we've been together for quite a while haha i guess things are no longer dreamy the way it used to be. Not that i'm complaining though haha. The semi-squabbles, fake-fights (we call it fake-fights because by the end of the phone call one of us says something stupid and we laugh and usually we forget what stupid thing we were sort of annoyed with each other about) are inevitable but kinda our way of being totally honest with each other. Haha i don't mean like we weren't before - but its different? Its a good different, a nice happy comfortable secure kind of different. Like i can get be kinda angsty if he's late and stuff, but i know its not something that will ever jeopardize what we have. Actually i'm not sure that makes sense but haha yeaahh..
Anyway it was a nice day, because i got to support him at his frisbee IVP! I really hate the part where i get there and he's on the field and there's no one in the stands i know and i stand around awkwardly amongst the crowd of supporters. But its always worth it just seeing him play, whether its for the whole game or parts of the game. Its just nice watching him so in the zone and getting to hug him afterwards.
These days with all the school work piling up and i'm not productive as i'd like to be, its stuff like these that just remind me that school realllly isn't everything. And sometimes i know that even though these days we squabble with each other sometimes and spend way less time together, at the end of the day we're still as happy (or maybe even happier!) than when we first got together.
Ok off to bed :) exams in two freaking weeks. Damn screwed for it but boy am i looking forward to suuuummmerrrr!
Now that we've been together for quite a while haha i guess things are no longer dreamy the way it used to be. Not that i'm complaining though haha. The semi-squabbles, fake-fights (we call it fake-fights because by the end of the phone call one of us says something stupid and we laugh and usually we forget what stupid thing we were sort of annoyed with each other about) are inevitable but kinda our way of being totally honest with each other. Haha i don't mean like we weren't before - but its different? Its a good different, a nice happy comfortable secure kind of different. Like i can get be kinda angsty if he's late and stuff, but i know its not something that will ever jeopardize what we have. Actually i'm not sure that makes sense but haha yeaahh..
Anyway it was a nice day, because i got to support him at his frisbee IVP! I really hate the part where i get there and he's on the field and there's no one in the stands i know and i stand around awkwardly amongst the crowd of supporters. But its always worth it just seeing him play, whether its for the whole game or parts of the game. Its just nice watching him so in the zone and getting to hug him afterwards.
These days with all the school work piling up and i'm not productive as i'd like to be, its stuff like these that just remind me that school realllly isn't everything. And sometimes i know that even though these days we squabble with each other sometimes and spend way less time together, at the end of the day we're still as happy (or maybe even happier!) than when we first got together.
Ok off to bed :) exams in two freaking weeks. Damn screwed for it but boy am i looking forward to suuuummmerrrr!
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