Seems strange to me how at different points in our lives, we delegate so much importance to certain things.. but eventually and maybe gradually they erode away anyway. We hold them so close to our hearts, and the thought of anything changing at all is too alien, too frightening that we can't actually foresee it happening. And convince ourselves to believe that nothing's gonna change because what we already have is too good to be true. And we make these little promises that there are really some things that can last forever.
One year on from March 2009 i think life is now everything it wasn't. Haha. Like cookie dough. I've been kneaded, flattened by a rolling pin, squashed into biscuit moulds and cookie cutter shapes. Everything's so different, its as remote as remoteness can be from any inkling of foreseeability i might have possessed at this same point in time last year..
But i wouldn't say its for the better, i wouldn't put it down to say its worse, but one thing's for sure is i'm still happy! Even if happiness does seem a lot harder to come by. Or maybe its part of growing older (yikes! 2010).. still i can't help but feel sentimental sometimes.
I still miss what's long gone.
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