This feeling is a familiar one. Haha i can still remember it all quite clearly, the bunch of us after sec4 who spent nearly everyday of that long post-Os break together.. huddling in castlegreen function room playing RISK on the last night before first-3-months started. And when it was all time to go home, i think we were all really sad, because it meant we were all going to different jcs and polys and because it meant those days of too much free time were about to end. And before we all slept that night there was this crazy round of smses where we all promised to stay close to each other and meet up often... more than 2 years on, i'm really glad that for most part they're still some of my closest friends, although we see each other maybe once in a couple of weeks - casuarina prata or tpy rojak and even though we're all far apart. And even though we're not always as whole a unit as we used to be then, it only just means that the strongest bonds still exist anyway, right? Hehe.

Ahhhhh and its exactly the same with the a13 girls now! We visited the KR girls in hall last thursday and got to celebrate mouse's birthday too.. is it like our last whole group meeting before everything starts. I think them moving all the way west has kinda shaken the dynamics of this group - hahaha OK i don't mean to be too dramatic about it, and of course i don't wanna ever think that we will ever drift apart, but i guess it sorta symbolises that uni life is right about to begin for all of us.. all of us going in our own directions, no more 8 girls together in the canteen/classroom/assembly row/out together doing random things. Yeah it can't always be the way it has been for the past two years, but i'll definitely miss just having the girls around all the time and while a part of me is really excited about this new beginning, i guess i'm quite scared without you girls right by me.

But time to grow up! Accept that change is the only thing constant. Don't wanna keep thinking negative thoughts either. I'll hoot those who won't make time haha. And as i keep posting on fb hahaha as cheesy as it sounds, i know our friendship's a ship that can't sink. We may not be able to be as updated on each other's lives as we are now, and maybe we won't be able to meet often, but come on - optimistic ants here says technology ftw!! There's skype. And fb, and our phones, and msn. And there's vivo, right smack in the middle of us city girls and you 4 west-siders. More importantly we have all our memories to keep us close in our hearts and mind. I really love you girls! You guys were there through it all.. and even though in our huge group its hard to share problems and what not especially in between all our rubbish conversations, each of you individually really mean a lot to me.

Deep deep breath! We can all do this. Bound together by hwee's corny friendship bracelt <3 <3 <3 Our longest ever break from school is finally coming to an end, also an end to our wednesdays together and random dinner and shopping and movie outings.. and car rides. Time to feel useful again, and stress out over school work and get reaallllyy busy. I know we'll survive through this :)