Happily clock-watching

What's worse than being indecisive is being impatient, because the combination of both traits usually leads to doing things impulsively, which almost always leads to making wrong choices. Maybe thats why i'm probably more likely to just let things fall into place by themselves, drift drift drift and somehow or another find my way into everything... rather than confidently stepping in one direction when i come to a cross road and asserting myself in every decision. I'm always afraid of lousy consequences. I guess i sub-consciously make up my mind, in the end i kinda discover that i'm happy anyway. And because of all that i tend to become sort of detached, happier to let things flow.. but sometimes its really tiring just waiting, especially when what you're waiting for is never clearly defined. Sheesh! :( :)