Aren't we in a pickle now

Everything just feels so overwhelming. Like everything coming at me at once, in torrents, in a flood, in a huge wave of decisions to make.. Its all drowning me, i feel engulfed in this pressure to get it right. I can't be any happier or feel more blessed with what i received, but past the initial euphoria and first thrills of utter surprise and gratitude, its getting exhausting explaining i really did not expect it and of course of what to expect now. I didn't think i'd feel this way! Its crazy huh, i never felt more detached, never felt more of a need to escape - and all this when i'm in the midst of what i really consider 'never even in my wildest hopes'... standing here at this crossroads i'd really just rather sink into the ground and not have to make up my mind now!