I had my first driving lesson the other day. Sitting behind the wheel and taking the driver's seat was extremely intimidating haha. Just the idea of having to handle all the gear stuff and clutch stepping, at the same time looking our for cars in the rear/side view mirrors, not to mention blind spots, ways to turn, where to look, stop line, no stop line, traffic lights, accelerate, break.. bleahh its hell for a non-multitasker like me. Haha. So actually I was surprised that it didn't go too bad. No stalling, just me being a little panicky. And my instructor with his bushy moustache and gruff voice (albeit quite a jolly ah-peh!) haha said i did fine for most part, except that i have a habit of rushing. Or i'm guessing he means to bite off more than what i can chew.
Anyway. After the lesson i started thinking that maybe once the results come out, it's kinda like being in the driver's seat. Without an instructor. Taking the wheel for once and having to decide everything with hardly any allowance for making mistakes. Its really quite frightening, seems like uni choice is gonna be one of the hardest things i'm ever going to make up my mind about. I don't want to regret anything.. so what to pursue? Where to go? What to do? Like driving, its just to much to do at once. Yikes its something i definitely don't want to rush into, i wanna make sure i'm able to navigate everything well and at the right speed.. and hopefully instinctively.
:o This is just one of those things that runs through my head every night! Its just best these days to be so tired that once i hit the bed i'll fall asleep and not go crazy telling myself to stop worrying. Which is what i'm really really good at doing!
No comments:
Post a Comment