If there's just one more person who asks me when are a level results coming out and what i'm gonna do after that (i have no idea yikes!!!!!) this CNY, i might just flip out and die from a panic attack already! Ok it isn't really all that bad, but its something pressing upon my shoulders which i can't seem to shrug off. I suppose the reason why i don't really want to let myself be far sighted on this is because i just don't dare to.. what if i end up feeling too disappointed? Or what if i let anyone down? Does anyone know what i mean? I've never been someone who likes things to be definite, ok - fickle's the word but its me, and i want to have a change of heart whenever i want to and not be judged for it :( :)
Other than that, this chinese new year has been actually really really nice, not that i do much visiting or anything but its especially nice being with my dad mum and jon when everyone is in particularly high spirits heh.
Oh and last night when i was at sr gardens haha i bumped into seven of the ten, and i tell you my dear a13 girlies i couldn't recognise them because the the guys either have shaved heads or longish hair!!! Really! It was serious stunburger haha when syaz called me and told me to 'look right' and there i saw all of them gathered around one table.. i miss a13 i miss a13 i miss a13 and it was really very nice seeing everyone and i managed to talk to them for a little bit but then i had to go.
Happy CNY you guys!
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